After yesterdays episode with the whole job thing, i got an email requesting an interview for next week. So good. Just get down sometimes with the struggle of finding something new. Some days i just want to scream out "PLEASE JUST GIVE ME A CHANCE"!
Again, the change scares me because it will alter my relationship with Master, as far as our daily contact. That is a huge stress that i worry about probably daily. Master says that He will figure something out. i trust that He will.
Master and i spoke about this "rut" we are in. Our timing hasn't lined up in what feels like forever. I've had visitors, family, interviews, etc.
He's reassured me that our relationship is okay and that things will start happening again. i look forward to it as i always love His ideas.
Sometimes i still get confused between Master and Oliver, but i know i can talk to either of them and it will all be worked out. i'm a very lucky sub.
i am very much looking forward to the weekend as Oliver said he has something planned. It's a long weekend too, which could possibly make it even better ;)...........perhaps i'll ask Master about pictures. It's been a while.......................
Again, the change scares me because it will alter my relationship with Master, as far as our daily contact. That is a huge stress that i worry about probably daily. Master says that He will figure something out. i trust that He will.
Master and i spoke about this "rut" we are in. Our timing hasn't lined up in what feels like forever. I've had visitors, family, interviews, etc.
He's reassured me that our relationship is okay and that things will start happening again. i look forward to it as i always love His ideas.
Sometimes i still get confused between Master and Oliver, but i know i can talk to either of them and it will all be worked out. i'm a very lucky sub.
i am very much looking forward to the weekend as Oliver said he has something planned. It's a long weekend too, which could possibly make it even better ;)...........perhaps i'll ask Master about pictures. It's been a while.......................
