Wasn't feeling well at all yesterday so i didn't blog. Honestly, not feeling so great now either. i'm not sure if it's allergies or just coming down from the emotion of the last few weeks???? i feel very worn out. But,.....................
Guess whose coming to town???????????? EEEEppppsss! My BFF from Scotland!!!!! OMG! Can you believe it?
We met on Fet, not long after i met Master. We have been together literally every single day since! We've been through a lot together and i'm so excited to meet her in actual person!
i'm so nervous because what if she doesn't like me in person???? i know i am a major pain to live with because of my personality. i hope i keep it under control!
Oliver is going with me to get her at the airport. i'm glad. One i hate going to the airport alone, and two i'm so nervous i'm sure i'd act like an idiot. Ha, i probably will anyway.
Master read my blog from the other day. The returning one. He said He didn't realize how bad i was affected by what happened. See, i take everything that He says verbatim. i have to. For several reasons. i'm owned by Him so why wouldn't i trust what He says, this relationship is long distance and it's all i have to go on, and we've built this relationship on trust and communication. When someone says something it means something and whatever says is also done.
When everything happened with Master, Oliver and i these last few weeks and Master released me, i thought about how i felt about long distance relationships then. i was hurt and mad. But, you know what? In the end it's still worth every single second. i would do it again. Gladly i don't have to. i'm good just where i am :) ...
Guess whose coming to town???????????? EEEEppppsss! My BFF from Scotland!!!!! OMG! Can you believe it?
We met on Fet, not long after i met Master. We have been together literally every single day since! We've been through a lot together and i'm so excited to meet her in actual person!
i'm so nervous because what if she doesn't like me in person???? i know i am a major pain to live with because of my personality. i hope i keep it under control!
Oliver is going with me to get her at the airport. i'm glad. One i hate going to the airport alone, and two i'm so nervous i'm sure i'd act like an idiot. Ha, i probably will anyway.
Master read my blog from the other day. The returning one. He said He didn't realize how bad i was affected by what happened. See, i take everything that He says verbatim. i have to. For several reasons. i'm owned by Him so why wouldn't i trust what He says, this relationship is long distance and it's all i have to go on, and we've built this relationship on trust and communication. When someone says something it means something and whatever says is also done.
When everything happened with Master, Oliver and i these last few weeks and Master released me, i thought about how i felt about long distance relationships then. i was hurt and mad. But, you know what? In the end it's still worth every single second. i would do it again. Gladly i don't have to. i'm good just where i am :) ...
